memoriez

this is like eons ago la.
iirc it was '05.
the painful growing up yrs.
hahaha.
its kinda cute but yet painful to watch.
i remember really being dam scared shitless and trembling like a fool during the entire performance.lol.holding onto the mike so i wouldnt like start shaking like i'm having seizure.
rofl.
the decibel meter to measure the crowd's response..lol.novel way of deciding winners.lol.
we won by about 2 decibels iirc.
narrow margin of victory.
lol.
but winning this thing..the celebration afterwards...
this kinda things you don't easily forget.
hahaha.


really remembering and seeing how much ive changed as a person and a performer.
=D

but the reason why i dug this vid out and edited it..
is cuz of the song.
hahaha.
WHY ELSE RITE!
o.0

song of the day.=D
check out the widget it changes too!!!!
r 1337.

Here without you - 3 Doors down.
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

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that being said,
there are always certain lines tad make me wanna listen to it over and over again cuz it speaks to me...its kinda like how i feel every night..if i go to bed sober and emo..

But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
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its quite ironic that only when you're feeling shitty do this kinda songs make sense.lol.


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just came back from the dentist.
and my freaking video still hasnt fully loaded up. /swear.

i was driving back in the rain.
and i swear driving in the rain is therapeutic.
makes you feel so much more laid back about stuff.

went to go polish my teeth.
now i swear my teeth hate me.
its like they purposely require all this high expense treatment just to stay in place.
most pple have like 1 or 2 wisdom teeth tad come out at an angle.
i have ALL FOUR growing at an angle.
which means basically im pretty much screwed in the sense of wisdom teeth.
probably explains my stupidity.
llollollol.

i have something else to say, but i'll get back to work and be back later at night before blogging it.
2 entries in 1 morning is a bit of a stretch.=D

oh yea and i forgot a mention for sat's nite party.
Thank God for the weather.

there were but 2 things i was worried about.
the weather which has been dam erratic at its best in the past few days.
and the other was whether or not she'll actually show up.

thank goodness both turned out in favour.=D


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on another note...

i feel the realisation of another dream close at hand.
=D
lets keep working things out josh and giant.
lets really go make sure we go.=D

and slowly the list of things will dwindle.
im mostly going by memory at the moment, but wad i can remember i shall strive to do.
with the passing of last weekend, tad's one down too.=D