Sunday, November 16, 2008

lan yan lan.

1337 song for jo0z.

i have decided to link a thingamajig to my blog tad basically allows a mini player to play out the song tad im currently emoing to.=)
look at the right!
wheeeeeeeeeeeee...
OKIE PRESS THE PLAY BUTTON BEFORE MOVING DOWN.

and today's track is.....

lan yan lan...by eric clapton.=)

enjoy.

i tink its beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifuuuuuuuuuuuuuul.

lan yan lan

I thought that you'd be loving me.
I thought you were the one who'd stay forever.
But now forevers come and gone
And Im still here alone.

Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.

Oh, I never should have trusted you.
I thought that I'd be all you need.
In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven.
And now my heavens gone away
And Im out in the cold.
Cause you had me believing,
You had me believing in a lie.

Guess I couldnt see it,
I guess I couldnt see it till I saw goodbye.

Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.
It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you.

Oh, I never should have trusted you.have trusted you.

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i love the whole feel of the song .

take a listen.
its but 1 mere click away.
its really beautiful.
despite the lyrics being slightly angsty,
the music is strangly mellow.
and i loved the lines..

i thought tad you'd be loving me,
i thought tad you'd be the one who'll stay forever..
but now forever's come and gone,
and im still here alone.

In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven.
And now my heavens gone away
And Im out in the cold.
Cause you had me believing,
You had me believing in a lie.


heart wrenchingly beautiful.=)

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i find it pretty amusing.
tad im going thru such a rapid see saw of feeling.
when it comes in a downer,
i really get dam affected.
but elsewise im fine.

its the 2nd time in a month ive been unable to sleep.
i spend last night walking around downstairs after coming home,
looking up at the stars to olivia ong on my ipod.

step by step i guess im finally leaving it behind and moving on.
cuz honestly there's nothing left for me to hold on.
its kinda like trying to climb up a 90 degree wall with no handholds.
there used to be handholds in the shape of your hands.
but now they arent there anymore.
and sometimes as someone once told me.."you really don't have a choice in the matter"
and hence.
/shrugs.

life trudges on in its mindless drudgery.

its quite amusing how many different opinions i get from different pple,
those who are close to us and those not.
everyone professes to know something the other doesnt, and gives me this "trust me i know wad im talking about look"
and i'm like "waddafyck"
cuz all opinions are divided.
but ive more or less decided tad i'll trust in the one person i chose to believe in.
no point in me doubting now right?
lol.
after all i would've trusted this person with everything and anything.

oh wellz.

anyone knows howta do business stats.
im pretty much fycked.
being emo and walking outta lectures is definitely not good for your module.
lol.
jialat.
i tink this sem my A average is gonna be fucking hard hit.
gg++.

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