on fire

Tell you where you need to go
Tell you who you need to be
Tell you what you need to know
Tell you when you'll need to leave

But everything inside you knows
Says more than what you've heard
So much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words

Chorus:
And you're on fire
When He's near you
You're on fire
When He speaks
You're on fire
Burning at these mysteries

Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything You are
Give me one more chance to be... (near You)

Cause everything inside looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take

Chorus:
When I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire
When You speak
And I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries
these mysteries...

I'm standing on the edge of me (x3)
I'm standing on the edge

Chorus:
And I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fireWhen You speak
(Yea) I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries...

a painfuly beautiful song fer all.
all manners of interpretation.
go find one tad speaks to you.
go download it,
go buy the album,
its from switchfoot.:))

crossing over

hmmm.
has everyone more or less decided on a new yr's resolution?
i havent.:))
hahahaha.
i swear makin em's like suicidal cuz you're more or less prone to fail unless its the Lord's will.
so let Him decide ya new yr's resolution.
cuz yea.
basically.
you aint gonna decide nuddink in ya life.
:))
lalala.
im sittin here wit a feelin of bein whole within me.
sum things hafta be made official.
and wen they are,
you feel whole.
lalalala.
bored stiffless.
shall go look fer games to play.
:)

passed.

i passed my basic theory.:))
lalalal.:)
praise the Lord.
:)

i need new songs fer my ipod.

anyone wit current pop songs n r&b n hip hop songs
willin to like loan me about an hour worth of ya computer's time
to get new songs in my pod??:)
pity the ipod owner wit no com.:(

yea!!:)

i finally got the pics up.
sumhow.:))
i hope it works.
its in e post below this one i tink.
go sign the guestbook n laf at me.:))
i tink i look dam corny.
buahahaha.:))

arhz.
the pleasure of having time to oneself.
went out in the morn to teach,
den came home,
bought back those old school loaves of bread??
fer mummy n ern.
ya know know old school dam fat ones before baguettes came about in singapore??
where it comes from old uncles tad cycle arnd n have this white wooden boxes in teh back wit bread kaya.
:))
yup.
den made it wit kaya fer ern mummy n i den we left to go town..
i went to town's library.
den mummy went to back.
den triedta look fer my book but couldnt find it.
but i found it under CLL.
den i didnt know wad tad stood fer??
so i hadta go ask the librarian ower.
:))
noob.
den learnt tad its juz the new national library.
its called central loanin library or sumtime.
and my mummy fer sum reason,
(i believe its called love)
fetched me over there to go book huntin.
which is why rite now,
i have 6 books in my room n lotsa time to read em.
at least till tml nite before i start muggin like hell fer my theory test on thurs mornin.:))

pray tad i pass.
i'll be dam angsty if i dun pass.
:@:@:@@:@:@:
they dun allow you to book multiple tests.
so if i fail i hafta do the ruddy evals again.
:@:@:@:@:@:@
kaoz.

hmmm.
did i mention i love teachin?
i tink i did.
hahaha.
:))
niwaez.
its a hell lot harder den it looks.
but meanwhile,
i shall spend time on myself.
i wanna go learn wakeboardin.
anyone wanna come wit me??
i tink its bout 400 bucks non includin the bruised ass.
tad i believe ya gotta bring yaself.
hmm.
yup.
tag mi if anione's interested.
:))

lalal.
wad else.
i wanna go read.

thanks fer the gifts i recieved.:))
to everyone who gave me one,
its appreciated.
:))

this should get ya'll to my prom pics.

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2116489301&code=19913358&mode=invite&DCMP=isc-email-AlbumInvite


its in her name cuz its her cam.:))

merry christmas to one n all.

this christmas.
lets juz all take one second,
roll ya head back,
stretch ya neck.
n join me ina lil thanksgiving.
this is my list.
if ya feel me,
juz say "amen", "yea man", "uh huh,tad's my thanks as well"

firstly.
lets thank God fer sendin his Son fer us.
witout whom we would not exist on this torrid plane of existence manifested wit temptation,pressure,deceit,hate,every negative vibe tad exists.
if he didnt come,
we would be the ashes tad we came from.
thank Him fer our existence.
im pretty sure tad despite it bein sad at times,
we did haf moments we enjoyed.

secondly,
lets thank Jesus Christ fer dyin fer us n givin us multiple shots at life.
(at tis point in time,i would juz liketa say tad everythin would be thankin
God cuz basically He be the power tad be.so yup.
you can thank wadever gods you believe in.but i'll recommend mine.:) )
witout his grace n mercy,
you really tink you would've got away wit the rubbish you did tis yr?
all the jaywalkin,lookin at answers,
slackin,lyin to frens,parents,family,lovers,
you better thank Him fer lettin ya vague shades of lies pass thru.
if you dun feel like it,
tink of the shat you'll be in if it all came to light.
im pretty sure it'll change ya mind n heart ina hurry.

Thank Him fer His blood tad washed away our sins.
if not,
n if santa really existed,
it'll be a really really easy life fer him.
can you imagine.
the whole santa hood chillin all yr long.(punpun.get it?chillin in the north pole,
okie,i shall shut up.:) )
all the elves'll have nuttin t do all yr long n juz kick back their heels n relax.
if you actually got a present fer xmas,
you better thank Him rite the hell now lest you get coal in ya stockin next yr.

thank God fer family.
the never diminishin source of as pure as one can get to agape love in this tragic world.
the ones who become wad i term the "silent supporters" as i am to a select few.
who despite the distance,
the lack of talk time,
you know these pple'll will always be there to watch ya back.
thank God fer ya family.
den go Thank Ya Family.
please.
be human n speak wit ya heart.
thank em.

to those like me who made it past the As tis yr.
thank the Lord fer seein us thru tad awful time.
fer deliverin us from late nites of last min study n bringin us about face once it ended.
all the A level grads pls say an amen.
ya pple know how bad it felt.
i neednt say more.

to those who found love,lost love,retained love,n got heartbroken,
thank the Lord of memories n lessons you'll remember all of ya life,
the mistakes ya made,
the mistakes you found yaself absolved all guilt of,
the bitter aftertaste tad left a heartache within you.
raise a hand of salute to yor memories n experiences.
and thank the One above who made em all appear in ya life.

thank the Lord for frens.
the clowns you hang out wit,
in school,at work,at play,the pple tad brighten up ya life wit their stupid jokes,
really horrible lame ones,
the ones tad sumtime do sweet lil things tad you know they hadta make an effort to make you haf tad one smile.
the ones tad also are there to take ya bullshat n angsty rants(if you're anithin like me tad is),
the ones who are there to support you as far as they're willin to.
thanks fysh,alv,crys,wicker,dud,aaron,tim,joey,lester,sarah,qi,maise,
g,jam,druggie,swong,daryl,john,hafiz,nerdy,deb,fauzie,adi,
khai,shunting,rovin,keat,maine,wen,
serene(the one i learnt to be a silent supporter from,i still remember
our 1st conversation.:) the time i came clean n ya did too.:) ),van,
all of you,as well as those i sumhow cant recall rite now cuza the glare of te stupid com,
from the ones tad brought me joy thru hockey,thru soccer,thru wow,thru movies,thru smiles,thru ministry,thru being a real bro or a real sista,
to everyone of you's who's made my life this yr sumthin tad i can look back n smile at,
thanks.:))
here's a hug fer alla ya'll. *hugs*

lastly,
since im runnin outta ideas cuz the above are all broad strokes,
and they encompass basically everythin dependin on how one interprets it,
i HAFTA make sure you pple get the last one.
thus imma bold it.

thank God fer yaself.
i cannot even begin to express the love tad one should haf fer oneself but yet i
see alot of my closest pple not having within em.
love yaself pple.
from there,
the respect,
the poise,
everythin tad you wan to project to the world will naturally stymmie forth.
love thyself n the world will become ya apple.
if ya have God on ya side n if it be His will tad it becomes ya apple.
it will be.
love yaself.
stop doin things tad break ya apart inside,
stop wastin ya life,
stop wit the facades n be honest wit how you really feel,
stop all the backslidin n behave ina manner tad befits ya faith,
prioritise,
make the things tad benefit you line up 1st,
make it a priority to return the love of those tad love you.
make sure you dun lose the things you treasure by makin em feel cherished,
stop botherin bout the way the world tinks fer juz tis instant,
and juz love yaself.
make it a new year's resolution.
do sumthin you know will benefit you.
as in deep within n not the image tad you project to the world.
yes pls.

thank God fer yaself,n love yaself.


tad concludes my thanksgivin.
i hope ya at least agreed to at least 2 of em.
lest i tink you're really one hella an ungrateful pig n ya should go back up n
re read everythin again.
:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:

and agree to at least 2 you lil ingrate.
GRRRRR.

niwaez.
HEY ALL WHO WISHED ME MERRY XMAS!!!!
HAPPY HAPPY MERRY MERRIST CHRISTMASS TO YA'LLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!
sorry if i didnt reply,
my sms's limit was learnin juz how high the sky goes till it hits the roof so i was tryin to
bring it back down to earth.

im officially outta work.
i really need more students.
n i need my m1 contact to come thru.
anione know any part time job tad goes fer $7 n more per hour tad hires 2??
hopefully not formal attire pls.
but best of all.
pls get me students.
i wanna teach!!!!!
:):))
i know i can do it.
hahahaha.
:))

roxor.
i've got bittersweet emotions left within.
wonder if words'll make emselves clear.
but yet.
i dun wanna focus on the bitter yet.
it'll come in its time.
meanwhile.
lets let me savour the sweetness or wad's left of it.
:))
nites all.
see ya'll soon.

fitin ghosts.

things are goin fine.
im sick of fightin ghosts.
really tired wit all this shat.
niwaez.
its christmas season soon.
bein poor sucks.
i've been lookin at stuff n i see stuf i wanna buy fer my fam but im scrapin the bottom of the barrel now.
thus.
shoppin sucks.
i really cant be bothered to blog rite now.
im dam angsty.
so yup.
i shall juz stop here.
cuz im under specific instructions to never blog wenever im angry as i mite offend sensibilities of pple who read my blog n aft tad go tell me sista tad ive got issues.
and despite my repeated appeals fer em to talk to me,
still go talk to my sista.
which i still cant understand cuz if i matter nuf fer you to actually make you wanna say sumthin,
you guy would rather talk to my sista despite me openin myself up to your opinion.
why?
you afraid i'll see thru the faint veneer of concern.
i swear i can count the no of pple tad actually care nuf to come talk to me in ONE hand.
n the saddest part is tad the majority aint even christian.
but the pple tad talk to my sista about me?
the odds swing the other way.
i really dunno wad to say.
maybe im juz angstin again.
but you know wad.
it dun change the fact tad its true.
i bet imma get scolded by my sista again but i really cant be bothered.
i make my testimony by bein honest n forthright to the world.
i put everythin i feel here n bare myself.
you pple can come tell me exactly wad you feel but you dun.
so dun come criticize me.
phoneys.

im 2nd in overall sales fer the month despite bein part time.
n i only lost to alpha bitch who constantly sends me to the storeroom to do stock.
gah.
i really cant be bothered to vent anithin here la.
screw it.
i hate fightin ghosts.

how do you get rid of sumthin tad doesnt exist except in an enthreal form?
you cant.
its times lke tad i really dun wanna bother.
sum fites you can win,
sum you cant.
so yea.
i dun fite battles tad are over before they begin.
so yup.
im done.
at least fer tad particular battlefield.
im gone.

3 days gone.boastin time.

hmmm.
lalalala.
i dun really haf much to blog about.
im juz here to boast.
:))
today sold 2.5,
the day before 1.6,
the day day before.
4.02k
kekeke.hail me teh 1337.:)

passed.

i finally passed my ruddy BTE.
which fer the uninitiated,
means basic theory evaluation.
the system goes like this at my place.
ya gotta attend the 2 mandatory lessons,
take the evaluation,
pass the eval,
BEFORE ya can apply fer the test.
the last 3 times i failed by one question.
this time aft studyin a hell lot more.
i only got 1 question wrong.
KEKE!
ogay.
the proper test is on the 29 at 9 in the mornin where im havin an off day.
i intend to mug like hell.
those pple who've passed and possess a lil book called "250 questions to passin basic theory"
or sum kinda tad name,
pls lend mi.
i really REALLY wish to make it so if n should i go out aft tad,
i'll have a smile on my face cuz i have tis lil document termed "PDL"
in my wallet.
which will allow me to go to the practical sessions which i swear by hook or by crook i shall fly my way thru cuz they're too dammed expensive.
i intend to get my stupid license asap!!!!

wogay.
im gettin mass nudged so i cant really do anithin.
cuz the com goes *brrrrrr* about every 20 seconds.
stupid clowns.
niwaez.

LOOKIN FER STUDENTS IN PRI N SEC FER MYSELF.
BASICALLY ENG MATH SCI FER PRI,
ENG N SCI FER SEC.
RATES DUN MATTER,
JUZ GET IN TOUCH WIT ME.
ASK YA AUNTIES FER YA COUSINS.
YA GET THE PICTURE.

ALSO,
FER JC,
PHY N MATH STUDENTS.
NO I SURE AS HELL AINT TEACHIN.
IM HELPIN MY TEACHERS LOOK FER STUDENTS.
PHY-GAY DEAN'S LIST OVER ACHIEVER,
MATH-PROB THE MUZ PATIENT N EFFECTIVE DUDE EVER.

MSG ME!!!!PLEASE.
:))

testimonial,perhaps love,highway code 101.

hmmm.
fer sum unGodly reason,
our testimonial match begun at 9 today.
which is weird fer the reason tad ITS BLOOOOOOOOOODY EARLY.
niwaez.
me bein teh bagus player tad i am,
decided to go early to do strokes first to make sure i dun foul up during the game.

(sidenote:reason why i've n i'll be usin bagus really really frequently now is cuz it bodes well should a customer say it.reason?cuz he/she's from indo,carries a huge wad of cash n goes arnd bagus-ing a coupla times n i can sell bout 700 bucks wortha leather shat.keke.so to bring in the routine,i shall use the word more.:))

back to main story,
so yup,
i went there really early,
woke my ass up bout 6:30,
showered,made breakfast den i left the house wit my mummy drearily openin her eyes n like "where you goin?eat alr?drink alr?"
to which i answered 'HOCKEY,yes,yes."
den yup,
walked my sleepin ass n legs outta the house up teh hill to the bus stop,
next
fell asleep on the bus,
went about 2 stops too far,
but thank God it was still on 199's route.
got off really quickly laffin at myself,
crossed the road n waited fer 199.
den happily d comes along n msges me wen he's supposed to be like 10 mins away "wad bus do i take from boon lay???" all innocently.
den i was like close to cursing the sky blue.
but niwaez,
i went there,
sat there to take my time to wake up,
went to the toilet to change,shat,eat,
den did 2 laps to warmup,
stretched,
hit a whole loada balls,
freaked out at my loss of form,
started doin strokes for real,makin sure i actually hit sumthin.
den d announces his arrival by laffin at me wen i take a huge swing n miss.:@
ass.
den next thing,
wen he gets ready,
i get my own back by laffin incredibly loud cuz his swing's bigger den mine.
and he misses too.
lawls.
den we juz started laffin stupidly at each others misses.
totally no form at all.
den we juz kep hittin n hittin n stoppin n stoppin,
den aft tad,
ben yang n who i mistook fer veron comes up.
den wen she comes closer den i see its qq.
:)
thanks fer comin to the match.:)
fer sum reason,
she felt like comin to ntu to watch me play a match n 9 oclock at about 830,
which is btw as west as one can get from any point in singapore wen she stays in thompson.
so niwae,
passed her breakfast,
n den headed back out to the pitch to laf at the irony of us being so hardworkin but yet so lousy.
from star striker n star defender to nuttin in 6 months.
man.
den yup,
the rest arrived in due time n the game started.
me n d were prob a lil shaky by our loss of touch but didnt really care,
we were here fer fun niwaez.:)
niweaz,
shall not bore everyone wit the intricate lil details,
but yup.
i scored 2 goals,
both were pressin the offense n capitalising on mistakes made,
and i should've had one more but it came off the post n adi swept home the rebound.
so yup.
total score is 3-1 wit arshad bringin in the consolation fer the j1s.
i expected a better fite honestly.
i guess the loss of shunting's really affectin em.
hope they pick emselves up in time fer season.
if not it'll be a terrible waste.
oh wells.

next,
i left pretty quickly aft the match to go watch a movie.
basically we juz wanted to go a place where i could rest my ass witout so many eyes on us,
so we went n caught whichever movie was showin the soonest.
den yup.
had a pretty sweet movie i guess.
the show sucked but yea.
the company was fine.:)

den yea,
time to hit the books.
highway code 101.
:@:@:@:@:@@:@:@:@:@:@:@@:
i swear if i fail one more bloody time imma punch thru the touchscreen.
i studied n i failed.
by 1 more question.
in case ya'll dunno,
it happened the same time the PAST 2 TIMES.
always by one question.
if it was back in like olden days,
its 50 questions,
max of 5 wrong,
now its 70 ques,
max of 7 wrong.
i got 6,6 and 8 respectively.
:@:@:@:@@:@:@:@:@:@@:@:
pissed does not even begin to describe my angst.
:@:@:@:@
niwaez.
i tink imma go rush do it tml.
shall go book lesson now.

lalalalalalala.
okie dokie.
im done.
:)

tis is a rushed entry.

hmm.
the pics are up,
gif ya'll the l;ink later.
i sold 2.5k worth of stuff today.
thus,
my my skills in sales si teh l337
hi to fysh.stellz n eve who came to vist.
tata.
mummy naggin plus i needta take a shat.
g-i'll do it next time round.:))

1st day gone.

hmm.
to sum it up,
today sucked.
ya ever make a decision you know its rite n still regret it?
hmm.
suffice to say,
it was a catonic day.

lets gif ya a run down of my achievements in sales.
1st day of work,
1.2 k
2nd,1.4,
3rd,800,
4th,600<-4 hours only pls)
5th,2.2k,
today,1.6 k.
witout my voice as well.
i figure its pretty good fer a dude who lost his voice.
hmmm.

qi's uploadin the prom pics fer me so i guess i'll have the link ready soon.

wad else.

this line kept echoin itself in my head thruout the whole bloody day as i stared out the shop window.
it comes fer a really underated song.
sisqo's incomplete.

"cuz you witout you gal,my life is incomplete"
more or less sums up everythin i feel today.
oh wellz.
shall go off.
mummy needsta talk to daddy.
later i guess.

juz watched chicken little.
waste of time.
:@


----------------------------------------------------------
was tinkin during the day while blinkin away my uncomfortable contacts,
i tink i figured out one of the quitessential parodoxes tad make up ben.
how can an insecure guy like me appear so cocksure/arrogant/wadever ya wanna call it.

im insecure of the way i look,
im fat,
not really cute,
not really good lookin,
quite short,
a lil stumpy.

but im extremely confident in my abilities fer i feel tad wit God on my side,
n if it be His will,
there be NO way in hell i will fail.
so yup.
:))
finally figured a lil of me out.
pretty pleased wit myself.
woke up wit the stupid hollow feelin within.
pissed the hella outta me i tell you.

oh wellz.
tml's my basic theory eval.
i better pass.
darnit.
its the 1st time i studied fer it.
if i dun make it i'll like punch the monitor thru.
grrrrr.
not in frenly mood now pls.
be wary the grumpy angsty bear.
all hail big ben bear.
kekekeke.
now everyone swears at me.
k.i shall juz shut up now n like read blogs.
bye.
shall wake up early tml to go doctor<$$$$$ flyin away.:(>,den study fer test AGAIN,den go take test,
come back shower n head down to work.
its beyond me why im witout my voice n still the top sales person in my job.
as i said.
confidence in my ability.
cuz i feel God-empowered.
tink bout it.
you'll realise its thru.
im supremely confident went it comes to doin shat but awfully insecure wen it comes to pple's impressions.
make sense dun it.
*shrugs*
studyin time.

christmas list

1)a new computer
2)a psp
3)new phone(nokia 6111 or 6170)
4)for my job to allow me to earn commission
5)sponsership fer my driving lesson
6)wrist bling
7)a good christmas
8)an invite to braun buffel's d&d
9)a lil experience wit God fer xmas
10)more money,more time wit sum1 :)

hmmm.
wogay.
i've got expensive taste.
so bite me.

hmmm.
i swear.
howard's really juz abit of a cutie face n true heart.
i mean.
the way he's hostin gotcha...
im like.
okiez.
not tad cheryl tay's ani better la.
but since pple like fysh watch gotcha cuza cheryl tay,
i guess there'll be pple like jam tad'll watch gotcha cuza howard.
lolololololol.

hmmm.
im bored shatless.
i wanna go back to work.
:@
i wanna go drive.
oh yea.
shat.
shall go bbdc webbie now.
tata.

prom-aft prom-withdrawal symptoms.

hmmm.
aight.
shall talk bout prom.
basically.
not much to say in terms of the flow of events which was messed up n had mr kwek tryin to blow out his birthday candles like 3-5 times.
i cant remember but yea.
and he hadta take 2 breaths.
hmm.
muzly i juz took a whole shatload of pics.
of which....
PPLE IF YOU READ THIS,PLS SEND IT TO MY EMAIL???
d12_iceburnz@yahoo.com.sg

wad else.
the aft prom party.
:)
basically tad was the main event of the whole day la.
i tot it was really funny the way the emcee fer the prom was like "lets head to the dance floor guys!!!we're gonna dance the nite away!!"
and den everyone who was goin to gotham basically juz flowed outta the door n started movin tad way.:)
the dance floor was a lil cramp.
im guessin basically the dance floor should've encompassed the stage area.
niwae.
there was a gay amount of guys like goin on the stage fer dunno wad reason.
no gals to dance wit,
basically,
they go up n shuffle arnd.
and here i tot those podiums were like fer gals to like go dance n like set the nite afire.
but oh wells.
it was fun seein pj pple hang lose once ina while.
muzly danced wit guys n like did really stupid things n had fun laffin at ourselves n all.
hmm.
dance wit a coupla gals too but only fer a short while cuz i aint a podium person.
lol.
hurrhurr.
got threw onstage twice,
got invited thrice by the gals..
never danced more den one song cuz im dam shy.
hurrhurrrr.:))
hmmm.
wad else.
nothin much.
came home,
made supper,
slept at 530,
woke at 730.
took a pseudo nap at bout 12-2,
den yea.
here i am.
kinda lost my voice.
hmmm.

are things tad are too good to be true definitely too good to be true?
i dunno.
i guess despite all,
im still pretty idealistically quitoxic.
shrugs.
oh wellz.
i'm still sufferin from a sore throat.
hurrhurr.
a salesman aint shat witout his voice im guessin.
lol.
:))
i shall go suck sum sweets.
im goin off now.
shall go either play game or i dunno.
read.
rant.
play guit?
bleahz.
dun really know.
feel quite unpleasant and im guessin its either withdrawal symptoms,hangover,lack of sleep,or sumthin else entirely.
shrugs.
dunno.
cant care.
lalalalalalalala.
bye.

nobody wants to be lonely.

dere's not one person who wants to be lonely,
there's not one person who doesnt want love,
tho outside you mite deny it,
deep inside you wan sum1 to treat you like you deserve.

facade piled upon facade,
jadedness pushes the extremes,
pple begin to lose emselves,
den tryta refind the person within.

bein true to oneself,
sounds easier den it seems,
wen all arnd in the world,
everythin presses you in.


lalalala.
juz a few things i was tinkin wen i woke up.
i wrote a new song!!!:)
plus the chords sound pretty decent.
havent made much special one but this one has a solid feel.

hmmm.
niwaez.
waitin fer my mummy to come back so i can go shower n get ready to go down.
i wanna take pics.
hurrhurr.
bored pls.
i wanna drink at least 8 shots today.
preferably ten.:)
hopin josh n dud can make it.
if not i'll be be hangin arnd n relaxiin.
hohoho.:))

i shall go play gaiden x now.

*advertiser voice*
but that's not all folks!!!
tis is where i'll be at later!
will you????

RENDEZVOUS @ GOTHAM!!!
10-5,
15 PER TIX INCLUSIVE OF 1 DRINK
R&B N TOP 40s ALL NITE LONG...ALL NITE ALL NITE..ALL NITE LONG...
1 FER 1 FER EVERYTHIN,
I.E,1 SHOT EQUALS TO BOUT $2.50.
WHICH IS DEH SHAT.
BE THEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEE.
AND SCREW INDO CUZ I WUNT BE THERE.:)

grrr.money flies away.:@:@:@:@:@:@

i bought my belt..
YAY.;)
$84.15.
stupid piece of shat better last me a coupla yrs.

tml's prom!!!:)
n den its the aft prom party.:)
good tidings.
but im broke till i can claim the moolah from my mummy before i got down.
hurrhurrr.:)

lalalala.
i dunno why but im pretty hyped up fer prom.
but not so much so prom i guess but the aft prom gig.
im hopin things turn out well if not imma really like get quick angsty.
:@

time flies,
pple change,
no 2 leaves fall,
quite the same.

logic n reason,
loses its place,
where's the sense of it,
anyway.

its prom tml,
barely 16 hrs away,
i half care,
and the other 1/2's sleepin away,

i wanna dance,
but the place hasta be hyped,
if not,
it'll be like it died.

im tryin to appeal,
to the poet in me,
but obviously it aint workin,
so stop now,will me.

lalalalalaa.
bored.
quite not botherin bout EVERYTHIN.
lollollol.
im juz livin today fer today.
i needta bring my bible to work to read wen there arent no customers.
yay.:)

baskin in the glow.

hmmm.
i bought my prom shirt!!:)


its the red version of it.
dun ask me why i cant find it but yea.
the stupid sotre juz put this color on.

hmmm.
i tried searchin fer the belt i wanted to buy from braun,
but failed to find it.
grrr.
highly annoyin.
hmmm.

the past few days have been really enjoyable.
laissez le bon roulement de périodes
i.e,let the good times roll.
heh.
i juz want it to go downd fer the record tad yes.
walks down the beach are highly romantic.
exp if you get a good breeze.
if its hot you can go clap hand,
if its rainin you can go clap hand.
if the weather's blessed n breezy,
its an awesome feelin.:)

wad else.
hmmm.
nuttin much.
i got pwned by fysh today tho.
my fren was tryin on an outfit rite,
den we were like snorin outside the changin room.
den i bought my shirt alr,
den i was like half stoned so i left my shirt wit fysh's bag on the floor.
den aft tad wen she came out.
i happily walked off witout my bag.
den fysh tad lil clown happily took it n shoved it in his bag.
den i went down the escalator,
den i realised i forgot my bag.
den i ran up,
and ran to where i saw it last.
den i was like "SHAT"
wen i didnt see it there.
suffice to say i was majorly worried till tad lil clown turned it over.
grrr.
ass.

hmmm.
im kinda in this sated state now.
things are goin pretty smoothly,
i've more or less gotten permission to go fer gotham on prom nite,
things are lookin up fer once.
and yea.
tho the weight of certain things still rest pretty heavily on my shoulders,
im still surviing pretty well i guess.
a major part of it hasta do wit sum1,
yea.
go figure.

JAMIE PHOON WEEEEEEE PENG
stop being so hyper.hahaha.
ask ya bf come gotham la.
his prom next day rite?
or is he j1?
you went the angela way rite?
the paedo way.
so he j1 or 2.
dunno.:) kekeke
ask him come la.
den can intro.
lkekekeke:)