continued

from the last post,this be dey other wiew.


the 3 matkerteers

boys become gals.

the chioest guit in the world polished lovingly.

hmmm.
waddup ppls.
its been a long week.
tiring n frustratin week too.
it been such a tirin and exasperatin tie workin wit the council in comin up with the teacher's day performance.
i still maintain my stand.
those wit an idea of how a good show is to be run,SHOULD RUN THE SHOW.
wad's the use of electin the muz effective person in yours group,
wit no idea of how a show is supposed to be run if it is to be a good show,
t be the head
its juz ridiculous.
lemme all ask a rhetorical question.

should concerts build up or build down.

correct answer: BOTH.

so if you thought either way,
you're still rite!
congratulations.
you've won a teddy bear n common sensical award.
but somehow,
we got clueless IDIOTS in charge who believe that havin alternating genres of performance is a good thing.
so the order goes,
rock group,
den a slow song,
den a rock group,
den a acappela group,
den dunno what slow shat,
den dunno wad singin n dancin performance,
den dunno wad rock group again.
den s.c performance.
SOMEBODY EXPLAIN THE COHERENCE OF THE WHOLE THING TO ME???
wad in the world kind event is tad la
ITS TEACHER'S DAY FER CRYIN OUT LOUD.
WAD E HELL ARE YOU DOIN SPAMMIN SUCH CARTOON SHAT.
anyway,
to cut a long story short,
every single rehearsal seemed to end wit aT LEAST one band pissed off,
wit at LEAST ONE equiptment failure,
and a whole lotta broken promises n shat from the S.C.
such became the situation tad the inter band rivalry of one-ups-manship has disappeared n been replaced by a really close knittin of anti pleasant sentiments directed at the pple runnin the show.
the emcees are unhappy wit the way the sc has handled things as well.
i mean la.
FER CRYIN OUT LOUD.
wen the whole world turns against you it sure aint the wholr world at FAULT IS IT?
you're the top 20% of your yr fer a reason or you're juz plain dumb.
jeez man.
i dun wanna bitch no more la.
gettin mi more angsty.
grrr.
niwaez.
suffice to say,
i decided to start layin down sum fast facts hard n fast,
made me a whole lotta enemies in the s.c im pretty sure.
the dirty glances they were givin mi could've fried the whole of KFC's stock fer the month.
no exaggeration.
but suffice to say,
the law was laid down.
the pple in charge caught my drif.
i got permission to run my part of the show my way.
as a result,
i've got overall oversight on how the 3 bands are gonna perform.
and trust mi.
this is gonna be sum wild shat.
i've gota get my fren to take photos.
it'll be a sight fer sore eyes.
HAHAHA
we got a mass jammin session tml at alvron.
man.
we gotta mek it right n well man.
my whole image'll slide down the chutes if things screw up.
this gonna be my alst performance in this school.
it had better be good.
hmm.
was playin in church fer my sista today.
seems like chruch has changed alot.
its good i gues.
i do hope things'll taken a whole different slight by the time i start goin back regularly.
i do believe tad our church was headin straght fer stonewall aft the high from the e-gig.
i dunno la.
im really worried over alot of things rite now.
basically i gotta study like mad,
plus i gotta get the gig rite.
so yup.
wish mi luck n pray fer mi.

fysh:you gonna come fer the cele?
you got no sch rite?

to my fren who celebrates her 17 BDAE,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO J00!!!!

to everyone else.
be enthu fer the bands man.
we really are sweatin it out tryin to get things perfect fer you guys.

to the S.C,
you guys haf sum of the MOST EFFICIENT members i have ever seen in PJC.
and i'e been here THREE whole damned YRS.
i know wad im talkin about.
but you too haf some of the WORST atitudes i have ever seen in the school.
unless you do sumthin bout it,
i have this fear tad anyone who interacts wit you pple are gonna start hatin ya'll cuz of the undesirable elements.
so go figure.

im done.
outta here

lalala.

hmm.im bored.
im sick of school.
gah.:@
oh wellz.
juz came on to say hi n tell the world "HE Lives."
HE-God.
i live too btw.
hurrhurr.
okiez.
im abit outta point rite now.
i shall juz shut up now.
lookie at pics.

had the cam fer the past coupladays.
views out my window.
interestin wad nature offers in the manner of eye candy if you take time to actually go notice.



okie.
originally got a whole lot of pic.
but tiny pic takin eternity plus more.
so yeahz.
next time den i upload.
bye.
time to study

love situations.(girls,girls,girls-jayz)

heh.
i tell you a certain thing tad i find butt amusing.
nowadays,
guys whine as much as gals.
i tell you.
the past few days haf been butt amusing due to a certain's person's whinin.
lemme lay down the situation hard n fast.

dude likes this chick.
chick always moves arnd ina grp wit 2 other ok lookin gals n one guy.
dude is always checkin her out every 5 mins out the corner of his eye if they got common recess.
den sumhow rite,i swear they got telepathy.
then during those periodical checkin outs,
the gal would turn arnd sumhow n stare back at him.
den the dude will act dam cool la..pretend tad he was juz lookin arnd..
not lookin in particular..
den the gal also act cool..
pretend tad it wasnt him tad she was lookin fer.
or so i hope la.
i hate tis to be one of those one sided shats.
anyway.
this clown keeps whinin n whinin bout how he tinks this gal'sdam hot..
den aft tad he whines bout how he wants he no.
den aft tad he starts moanin n moanin.
gah.
den both parties wanna act cool.
den you also boh wei gong.
kaoz.

at least its not one sided.
i hope.

anyways.
wad i hafta say about this kinda stuff has two parts.
one refers to fysh's question on his blog la.
he asks:i quote


"Thought of the day:Would you go for someone whom you think has a nice personality on the overall, looks good, and is really nice to everyone?I'm guessing you would.So, would you still go for her if you can't "connect"(no pun intended) with her? Not physically wise, but more on the state of mind."

my reply was simple.
if the person was lookin fer a proper relationship,
if you cant connect it kinda would juz bounce off cuz you really cant communicate.
but if lets say you were lookin fer a fling,den it doesnt really matter cuz tad communication tad is essential to a real MEANINGFUL relationship wunt really be needed cuz your reason fer gettin into the relationship is juz cuz of attraction n if you were a jerk,you mite juz want a trophy gal.
i honestly believe tad you can fall fer a person on 1st sight.
there have been times in my life where i've seen pple on the street tad are like drop dead gorgeous n you're like "if tad babe would take mi..yada yada yada."
ATTRACTION TAKES PLACE ON 1ST SIGHT.
n all you purists out there who believe tad looks dun matter,come line up outside my door.
i know shatloads of ugly pple wit gorgeous personalities tad they can make a person feel so good n secure.
i can arrange an introduction plus do the legal proceedins fer a weddin.
PLEASE.
face reality.
everyone wants a good lookin partner.
its a fact of LIFE,
so dun deny tad there is such thing as attraction at 1st sight.
it has developed into more den one relationship tad i can state to you pls.
muz of the times,
a person feelin attracted would make the 1st move to sumhow enter tad person's social circle den they get to know the person.
if you arent attracted to the person.
it is highly doubtful tad you would find ya way into the person's social circle.
so gorgeous personality or not,
YOU WOULDNT KNOW.
so dun bullshat me.

the only "gorgeous personality" relationships i know tad exist EXIST cuz of the sole reason tad both parties were inevitably binded together by forces of nature(eg,same class,same cca..) and hung out a coupla times,the phone no askin took place under absolutely NO embarresment for both parties.den yeah.tad i say "yes,true personality compatibility."

to those couples.
i say"you da bomb"

ok.
but i have deviated far and long from the main crux of the main reason why i decided to blog today.
the main reason is i wanna bitch n whine about the dude.

basically.
lemme sum up the basic human tendencies of teenagers nowadays.
in terms of emotions.
wit the exceptions to tis rule bein exempted,
and in my own highly biased opinions,
feel free to oppose my views.

anyway.
as i was about to say before the CYA statements.

the basic teen outlook to relationship is one of jaded acceptence.
(which reminds mi.i wanna talk bout bein jaded too)
i.e-they juz sit back,n takes wadever comes to 'em.
so in other words,the ple tad DARE to make the 1st move get the pple they want.
you see everyone playin it cool,
not makin the 1st move.
tryin to wait fer the other party to make the 1st move.
but in the end,
the pple tad get the pple they want are the pple tad dare to make the 1st.
unfortunately,
tho i know this,
i am not one to make the 1st move.
to get mi,a gal muz make the 1st move.
as has happened before.
n of course.
we muz connect.
if kenot den like no use also rite.
so if you kurnect it to my statements above,
beneath my playa personality,
tho i may play it fast n loose,
i still look fer a proper relationship.
hurrhurr.
so to sum it up.
if you like sum1,
MAKE THE STUPID 1ST MOVE DUMBASS.
before sum1 else claims tad special he/her to you.
HEAR TAD YOU STUPID CLOWN?????
quit whinin.
make the move.
i dun care wad move it is.
juz like get her no.,her email,add her on frenster cuz it gives her your email,anthin pls.
but take sum acton pls.
GRRR.
n quite whinin.
you pissin mi off dude.
kk.
i gtg now.
daddy whinin now.
wad's with grown up whinin man.
GRRR.

oh yeaz.
lemme end of wit whinin myself.
today was the 1st prac fer mi,ivan n matt.
oh gee man.
3 hrs plus to tab out 3/4 of dan powter's bad day.
y goodness.
thank God we didnt go studio man.
how costly n unproductive it would've been man.
3 HOURS.
next time you pple tink tad seein pple perform on stage n tink it aint all tad hard.
THERE IS A WHOLE SHATLOAD OF HARDWORK BEHIND IT.
esp if its one of hose funny ass songs like dan powter.
GRRR.
tata.

josh groban-you raise me up.

w.r.t Teacher's Day performance,
once again i fear of a monumental cock up.
why?
cuz basicaly the student council doesnt HAVE a clue as to wad A.V means,
plus the A.V crew dun either.
so in other words,
if we hafta play to a hall containin 1.2 k pple,
usin lousy small 10W speakers,
we can all count to 3,
and clap hands.

anyway.
the song rote tad we're preparing n den decide later.

1)you raise mi up-josh groban.(confirmed singin tis one fer the teachers)
2)are you gonna be my gal-jet
3)james blunt-you're beautiful
4)daniel powter-bad day.

as you can tell.
since its gonna be my last performance.
i aint exactly holdin anythin back.
hahaha.
we got 3 performance songs to achieve.
its time to see if we can rise to the challenge whilst studyin.
as i call it.
its the performers acid test.
if we can achieve this 3 songs within the next 3 days wit only one jam session.
we're ready to do this aft jc in my humble opinion.
so thus.
this shall be my test fer myself n hopes w.r.t sch band.
alv's band i dunno whether i in or not.
lalala.

hmmm.
wad else.
nuttin much else.
gonna go spend a while more figurin out howta get my pic to display n if kenot imma go do my g.p summary alr.
hail.

richard marx's now n forever

hahaha.
lemme rant bout nokia now.
hail nokia.
stupid ass care center.
qoute their instructions.

"you can come collect it on the 8/8 aft 3 pm.if you got any enquiries you can call this no.*highlite no. on the paper* or visit our website."

den wen you call the no.,all you get is a "thank you msg n wait fer 30 stupid moins before you gif up n hangup the phone.
man.
i can tink of better ways to lose your free hp talk time den listenin to stupid music play over n over again whilst you wait.
lemme tell you.
the stupid song lasts bout 40 secs,
every 20 secs you get the 10 sec msg say :thank you fer callin...yada ada yada..
so basically.
i heard the song bout 30 times,n the stpid msg bout 60 times.
finally.
i decided to go wit the more modern way.
n comeonline n search the stup;id site.
HEY.
guess wad.
its impossible to find tad lousy stupid place to enter the thing to find out.
so i.e.
gotta either call n wait again.
OR,go down to causeway point to go figure it out.
STUPID NOKIA.
BUY ya stupid phones since i was in sec 2 n you gimme this kinda service!
tad does it.
next phone's not gonna be nokia.
lets go get myself the vertu.
HAHAHAAHAAHAHA
yeah rite.
gee pls.
lalala.
got stomachache.
gonna go shat.
HAHAHa.
i tink im on sum1's blocked list fer msn.
quite interestin eh.
HAHAHA
sighz.
the wonders never cease.
brutality of the earth at one with mi.


gah.
havent been to church fer ages.
sighz.
tuition's bein at the same time with church.
i tink imma go try out the new ya svc.
sighz.
maybe i'll find it better there due to the solace of the place n i prob can hear His voice more clearly witout all the hustle n bustle n all arnd. i sure hope so.
but as the song goes.

"faith is to be sure of wad you hope fer"

i love tad song.lalallaa.
off to bathe

now playin--dun lie-black eye peas.

heylo one and all.
its the big B back to pwn you all.
hail.
i henceforth dub myself triple B.
Big Badass Ben.
hail Triple B.
HAHAHAHA
okie.
im done crappin.
waSSSUp.
i am a seal.
*insert seal noise here*

niwaez.
life's been crappy as usueal.
life in a jc juz bout kills any kinda other life you can possibly haf.
school life,spots life,com games life,sex life..any kinda life la basically.
so long as you're studyin fer As now.
i henceforth proclaim you LIFELESS.
which kinda includes mi in tad loser category.
but ITS ALRITE!
cuz once im done wit this shat it'll be wow time.:)
fer tad matter.
i happen to know tad a coupla pple in school haf stopped wowwin to study fer the As.
i gif em thumbs up.
owever,there are those who havent.
to em i gif em a STERN FROWN.
TSK.

okiez.
im juz bein butt crappy.
i could go on and on and whince bout how much i hafta study n how time is against mi,
but wad's the use.
the workload doesnt get any smaller whilst i type away furiously as i race against the laptop's battery.
to all my frens out there.
I MISS YOU GUYS.
it seems like ages since i've been to church.
re:got tuition durin church time.i tink i'll be goin fer sat nite svcs from now on.
been ages since i chatted wit fysh..
hmm.
wad else.
been ages since i met the band pple.
havent got my pedal back btw.
hrumph.
wad else.
teach's comin up.
niwaez.
guess wad!

TEACHER's DAY!
of 15 acts tad auditioned fer teacher's day,
only 5 made it thru.

i dunno which are the other three,
but lemme congratulate the 2 i know.
hafiz's band,who are goin to perform "wake mi up wen september ends" n prob one other,
plus MIB who's gonna perform "now and forever"
basically,
MIB= MATT,IVAN,BEN.
*points to self*
tad's me.
HAHAHAHAHA
okie.
sorry.
one of my lamer points.
i really hafta thank the Lord fer his grace.
cuz basically,
the last day of auditions was on thurs.
so basically,
i wanted to perfrom but yet my talentnite band couldnt make it.
so yup.
we kinda gave up,but mi n matt still wanted to perform really badly.
so finally i said "wad the hell"
so i took the initiative to track down the councillor in charge n ranted bout how i wanted to join.
den aft tad i was told i hadta audition the next day if not its too late.
so i told matt.
n since matt's the guit,
i tot i'll ask him to play "more then words"
cuz like every guitarist can play "more then words" rite.
its like the basis.
well.
juz so happens tad matt's like mi n prob every other lazyass guitarist out there n only knows howta play the intro n shat.
so yup.
HAHAHAAH
matt only had one song he could play from start to end wit confidence.
tad song bein richard marx's "now and forever"
which i hafta admit.
i have NEVER heard before.
so i was like :aiyah.waddaeck la.juz whack la.so i told matt to put the song on his muvo,and wen school started i went to listen to it,write the lyrics out by hand,n aft school we went to "perng yi perng"
and sumhow we made it.
so thank God pls.
hmmm.
n howdoes ivan come into the pic.
ivan's gonna be added cuz of the strings section to the song.
i wanted to ply my violin n show off,but that's juz pushin the limit.
so i shall not be an arrogant ass n pla the bass part usin my guit,
and juz sing.
which should be a feat all by itself cuz i still haent mastered the song yet.
i.e im still pitchy.
oh wellz.
lalalalalala.
come watch teach day's performance if ya'll want aight.
it'll be fun.
YAY.
my last performance in this school.
aft this.
i'll hafta head out the look fer gigs alr.
which im pretty sure i'll make it.
but fer now i needta find charismatic talented pple.
which are the figurative needle in a desert in terms of realitivity.
lalalla.
myPRELIMS start on the 12/9/2005.
ya'll all start hittin the deck on ya knees prayin fer my aight.
HEH HEH.
i miss alot of pple.
sum more the the rest.
as ORWELL once said.
"all are missed,but some are more missed then others."
YAY.
imma philosopher.
i figure i should go into sales.
or insurance.
i sure can talk up a storm of bullshat.
AHAAHAHA.
imlike the man tad sells an electric heater to the eskimo.
heh.
wad's so hard?
well.
the stupid heater's condemn to de aniway wad.
ou put a heater on ice.
it'll melt its ass thru the ice layer holdin it up then it dies.
i'll be back the next day to sell you a new one.
HAHAHAHAH.
wokay.
im done crappin.
weEEEE.:)
say my name.
BIG BADASS BEN.
wheee.
love mi,miss mi.:)

lalla.finally.

hmm
imma quote fysh verbatim tis time.
i dunno who in the world still reads my blog,
but aniwae!
im back!
hahahha
yay.
hail ben usin computer.
1stly
i will like to thanks hafiz,
the incredibly smart mat in my class who's nice enuf to keep burnin whole cds ontohis cdrw to help mi keep up to date wit the latest albums witout mi havin to trouble too many pple plus take long journeys.
hmmm.
wad else.
thanks to all you loyal frenly pple who still read my blog!!
YAY.*clap clap*
you pple are much apreciated.
hmmm.
next.
life is a bitch!
whooweee!
jc2 sucks.
i have 1 month to learn 13 months of organic chem,inorganic chem,physical chem,13 months of dynamical physics,thermo physics,electricity,nuclear physics,liquid fluids,PLUS,the grand onus of 13 months of PURE MATH PLUS STATS.
weeee!!!
hail the comin of depression n seclusion.
bleahz.
hmmm.
stressed bein my middle name now,
and N.E.T bein my rapper name.

"Yo.WASSUp.
im M.C N.E.T."

"wad's tad you say?"

"N.E.T Boyo.Not Enuf Time"

HAHA
snorts.
hmmm.
its been so darn long.
cant remember where i left last pls.
heh.
niwaez.
school sucks,
life sucks,
oh yeahz!
IMMA PES(B) CADET.
hail sispec.
:@

i hate runnin la.n to sispec i go.
kaoz.
sure die one.

hmmm
oh eyahz.
since i got nuttin else to talk about.
lemme bitch bout my mornin visit to the muz feared person in the world.
no.
it aint mr bin laden or his frenly jihadis.
no it aint george bush n his merry ministers.
i paid a visit to...........THE DENTIST!
YaY.
so early in the mornin,
i haul my ass outta the bed,
go down early,
cuz the angsty old aunty on the phone who picked u wen i called told mi 3 impt facts.

1)to make an appoinment,the waitin time is 2. mnths.
meanin:if you haf a cavity,a rotten tooth,it'll wait tad long before you get to get it fixed.

2)the waitin time fer scaling,which i juz learnt today is the removal of tartar is 6.5 months.
meanin:if ya teeth are dat rotten,you can wait another couple months,let it rot a bitmore,den come back n it wun make a diff.

3)or,you can come in the mornin 7:45 and get one of the coveted willa wonka's golden tickets!
meanin:you get to see the dentist.
but you guessed it!
only 5 per day.

hence.
tad's why i was awake so early today.

wen i finally got my turn after hearin the scaringly freaky hissin drills,
of 1.5 hrs.yesh.even if you get the golden ticket,you hafta wait.
i found i had 4 yrs of tartar accumulated,
and 4 cavities!
2 were major,
and 2 were abrasional.
dun ask mi wad tad means.
i dunno either.
and the dentist,
only filled ONE.
reason?
"sorry,we not nuf time to cater to all ya cavities.can you come back another time,and we'll do the rest fer you?"
i.e:come back another 3 days in the mornin at 745 to get my cavities done.
the scalin cant be done except thru apointment.
LIKE WAD THE HECK IS WRONG WIT THE NATIONAL DENTAL UNIT pls.
pft.
tink i hafta go private to get the stupid scalin done.
the fillin of cavities cant be done so soon cuz its bloody ex in the private.hence i shal find time to go back again.

hmmmm.
ridiculous i say.
pfft.


i cant wait fer national day pls.
it'll be awesome.
ilove watchin the flyby pls.
muz pple wanna see fireworks.
i wanna see aeroplane.
YAY.:)

hmmm.
wad else.
i shall stop soon.
hmmm.
thanks to all tad left comments.

joe:imma keep readin.juz keep mi in prayer?

crys-HEYLO.thanks.

g-heh.i cant find no trix.alldeh trix all gone wit the wind.also good la.liddat can concentrate on stupid A's.

fysh-I WANNA WOW.

toy-HEYLO!!!good luck fer ya modellin comp.:))

est-wad e heck pls.i mis him too.HAHAHAHA.:))

goodbye one and all.
till next time,
this has been ali baba and the fat dwarf reportin from within ben's retarded mind.
HAHAHAHAHA
so much fer snow white.
la la la.
i wanna watch stealth.
anione wanna watch wit mi?
msg mi pls.
and willy wonka.
and weddin crashers.
AHAHAHAHA
hockay.
imma go off now.
gotta check mail.
lalalala.
bye pple.
missMI!!!