Sunday, November 09, 2008

change.

i finally acknowledge that something's changed within,
something's different from what it has always been,
above the sound of music blaring heartbreak themes,
i recognize the signs for what they seem.

change is brought about by many things,
some within your control,some by other means,
there are things tad make you smile and sing,
and things that leave you dry and cracked within.

ive experienced it at its best,
and i was confident it'll stand the test,
ive experienced it at its low,
and was struck a silent but heavy blow,
now i experience it when its gone,
and only now realize wad's it like to be alone.

i cant understand why its so different this time,
maybe its all a jumble within my mind,
why's everything so unfamiliar n unkind,
when everything n where i step seems to remind.

lives interwined briefly for a moment in time and space,
now wen gone seems to have left me in a daze,
and despite me wanting to push forward and confidently face,
and somehow i never seem to be able to find a steady pace.

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hmm.
as typing that i was ripping my old cds.
and i came across a cd given to me by someone..
like wad seems a lifetime ago.
and together with that cd, came a little note.

and den again i remember the rship tad i still have the most regrets.
lol.
okie no mood to blog alr.


sometimes i feel like quite the fuckup.


okie no more emo.
breakfast and games.
gogogo.

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