and i wonder why,.

for all the bravado,why am i still feelin so gutted.

to all those who smsed me thru the day,i still havent the slightest clue.

sum things juz takes time to get through.

i guess this is one of em.

well.

i always lag abit in this area.
i guess now tad she's moved on,
its easier for me to walk to other way.




but it still doesnt make it any less painful.

and jie before you scream at me:i know.but the heart doesnt listen to the mind.the body will obey the mind but not the heart.

to josh,dud,g.thanks.


wake the hell up foo.
the world aint waitin for you.


fuckin isle of self pity's a shitty place to be.







__________________________


niwae.
lfg this fri and sat nite from 9-930.
either days also can.

lookin for company to head down to marina to watch fireworks festival.
i promised myself i'll head down this year aft i was stuck in camp last year wen it happened.
promised sum1 we'l do toget too.
but since tad's obviously outta the question now.

any takers?

desperate nuf to take guys too pls.
list of promises to be kept to self.
lol.

if not boh pian sat before i meet the guys i'll ask my jie to go wit me to watch.hahaha.