more wishes.

hmmm.
wad more could i wish fer.
more realistic stuff i guess..

i wish fer....

1)a set of ipod socks...

2)a ipod skin..from the place at junction 8 tad ive been hearin about..

3)nokia 6230 i
why?
it has a camera.
its funky lookin yet stylish.
and i wanna stop havin bok kai ring tones.:@
and since i dun have gprs enabled,
i need bluetooth.

4)a bike.
fer nite cycling.
nuf said.
sighz.


ya know.
i really feel useless at times..
i went fer e gig briefing juz now.
and i watched the band perform.
and there was this hollowness within i KNEW i shouldnt have.
but yet.
i couldnt help feelin tad i should be up there.
serving.
and den again.
i looked at wad i had to offer.
i've got a voice tad aint anithin spectacular,
my guti skills pale in comparison wit liang,dan,ricky,
my piano's outta point,
i cant drum all tad well.
and i aint got anithin to bring to the table tad they dun already have.
i can blame the pastors.
why look any further wen there's a better one infront of you.
it doesnt make sense.
but yet.
i feel so wholy inadequate.
and tad juz sucks.
im gettin depressed again.
its gonna be a sucky 19 birthday.
48 more hours.
sighz.
less actually.
sighz.
wad have i done to deserve such a joyless life.
i havent achieved much.
im not anithin special.
i'm juz your average guy next door.
not really good lookin but thank God im not fugly.
i aint got a good figure.
i cant drive.
i havent done much wit my life.
i aint got much experiences tad pple respect mi fer overcomin.
or maybe i dun gif myself nuf credit.
who knows?
sighz.
this sucks.
i need a life.