be careful wad you wish for.

its really ridiculous.
you ask yaself wad you've been wishin fer soo long and i bet you'll be like "i'll love it if i had this,had that,if my life was this way,if i had no parents to keep buggin mi"
well.
i got my wish.
n im regrettin it.
its been barely a day since they've left mi home alone..
n being alone at home sucks.
really.
it gets really old,REALLY QUICKLY.
sighz.
cookin fer yaself.
really funky.
cookin fer yaself 2nd time in a empty silent house.
funky.
cookin the 4 and fifth meals fer yaself ina really TOTALLY QUIET HOUSE juz sucks.
living by yaself sucks.
no wonder i've heard loadsa stuuf bout how all the singles wit homes dun realy spend much time in aniway.
its juz too darn quiet n you WILL feel dam lonely.
no kddin.
the knowledge that there's ABSOLUTELY NOBODY HOME FER YOU SUCKS.
im lonely.
i really regret not goin up fer retreat now.
but still.
i hafta keep to my word as a growin dude.
thus,its back to studyin i go.
tata.