honesty or fallacy.

hmm.
you know.
you've really gotta wonder what you do wit your life wit regularity.
like honestly.
juz stop,take a coupla days off,check yaself n see which way your goin..
i swear its a singaporean custom to juz keep goin in whatever direction at max spped witout even know where in the world they're headin..
i feel a lot better since last fri..
maybe its cuz my dad's away,
maybe its cuz of the new resolutions ive made..
the rules ive set for myself to make sure i improve in my christian walk despite not goin fer camp and all..
comin clean about past mistakes n faults..
tryin to live like a christian again..
watchin every step i take fer i know im accountable to one above..
plus the 40 day improvement thing my church doin..
sumhow i juz feel at peace now..
as in really a t peace..
no more angst..no more frsutration..
i realise when you hide certain things you do..
it juz eats you up inside..
n you're only truly set free wen you've confessed it out to someone..
i find it kewl la.
it juz makes you tink alot in a sense..
hmmm.but suffice to say..
twas a really changin weekend fer mi...
from the pinnacle of angst to being so quiet's sumtin tad doesnt come easily..
*shrugs*
all credit to Him i guess.


niwaez..
yest was pretty fun for mi..
hmm..
narhz..
not fun..
i would say enjoyable..
after the STUPID PHYSICS test,
went to meet maise to prac fer skit on sunday..
really short skit..
ran thru it a coupla times and then we juz relaxed i guess..
at least i did..
hahha..
i managed to kap like bout 900 plus songs from their com..(their bein maisie n joey's)
so YAY!.
broken the 2K barrier..
but i still gotta sift out al those good songs n all..
hahahah.
sianz.i've got like my notebook wit mi so loong as the pod's plain..
then ani song's tad's too noisy fer mi i shall delete once i can..
den once again i neednt worry bout hearin funny noisy songs wen i put it on random play mode.
YAY.
i juz found yest supremely calmin n relaxing..
tad DESPITE knowledge tad i had a chem test today..
which i after leavin her house came back to school to continue studyin..
*shrugs*
yeah.i did..all ya'll wit the jaws open agape can no shut your traps..
i already said..
it was a queer weekend.
hurrhur.
i needta find pple tad i can chill out wit..
maise's one,
fysh's another.
tim n josh..
dudley..
all wonderful buddies of mine..:)
but really..
time n distance even tho we live in such a small city makes fer hard bondin space..
oh well..
its singapore i guess..
i shall go back to stuyin now den..
bye alz.