laaaa.

hmm.
well.
its tad time of the year again.
where ben gets melacholic n starts writin really long aimless entries in an attempt to lift one's spirit up.
so once again.
i shall write on one of my more favoured topics...
it bein how being a sinaporean sucks out joy from ya life.
you know.
you always hear pple sayin that even the rich arent hapy n all tad shat..
n like how the poor can be TRULY happy wit a happy family.
i tink tad's all a load of bullcrap.
i believe the word tad should hbe used is SATISFACTION.
its juz a whole loada bull la.
sighz.
happiness doesnt exist in singapore.
its juz tad simple.
why?
cuz everyone's juz lookin out fer the next step to get ahead n not botherin bout everythin and ANYONE else.
shrugs.
gettin stupidly angry over dumbass shat.
shall not bother.
bla blah blah.

niwaez.
i often wonder why the things tad i so wanna recieve never ever come.
and den it juz came to me tad mabe the reason why these things dun comeis cuz of the face or the outook i put on these things.
or plainly put.
the way i present myself.
shrgus.
i dun really care rite now.
im kinda angsty.
excuse the really blurry enigmatic entry.
tata.