its all been done..

sigh.
oh wellz.
the hols are drawin to a close.
i've done quite a bit of studyin i tink.
okie.
not a lot.
but at least 1 term worth of work.
hmm.
tad leaves mi with......5 more terms since the jc yr's bout 7 terms.
1st term work i can do la.
stupid chem bondin if i cant do i kill myself.
sighz.
im still not prepared nuf.
i feel stupid.
sighz.
i look at fysh.
happily wowwin away,
copin wit jc life pretty well.
sumhow there's a gap between us comin i guess...
dunno whether its juz wow or wad..
but yup..havent been talkin much..
life's juz different now.
the consequences of our actions never seem so vast till you make the decision n find yaself face to face wit the consequences.
i miss times hangin out wit fysh.
i miss the times we used to zaoz school n go chill out.
i miss my sec 4 bros who hung out in school everyday juz to play bball,
who used to go to school,sleep every period,den wake up durin recess to play bball,den sleep the rest of the periods,den play ball durin lunch.
who were dere wen i went thru one of the muz impactful female pursuits tad till tis day still leave a mark and helped mi.
i can still recall there was this period of time i was goin after this gal.
whose bus to school mi and tim used to ride in hope juz so i could get a glimpse of her every morn.
i was in class msgin her.
which is taboo la.
WAS maybe.
dunno if mshs allows hp in school now.
but ack then they didnt.
and even if they do now,im pretty sure you wunt be allowed to msg in class.
ANYWAY,
i was msgin her durin chem.
and im the back row dude la.
you can guess pls.
niwae.
i was in the back,
leanin back,then the bros were all like peepin over n givin mi the "wad she say" look.
and i was like usin the facial communication method tad exists only between pple who see each other everyday fer a freally long time n have a special bond.
i call it telepathy brain wave leakage.
niwaez.
through my facial expressions,
my teacher was like" you need to shit isit?"
and i was like"huh!no la no la..."
den he continued...
then as lesson progressed...
he excused himself,"supposedly to go toilet.."
den outta sudden.
from NO WHERE.
he came from the back door,whilst i was typin a msg to here,and like all the guys were leanin in offerin their two cents worth on wad could i say to show a lil of who i am and still impress her.
den he was like"WHO YOU MSGIN.IN MY CLASS SUMMORE."
mind you,juz to put in perspective.he was the teacher tad threw my bro's bag,his table and chair from the 5 storey of the school buildin into the courtyard witout a second look.
imagine bein in a class,lookin out ya window,den you see a bag,then a table,den a chair flyin down in really quick succession.
yeahz.
i was dam scared.
den i decided to take a risk n tell him bout the gal.
and suddenly his WHOLE face changed.
den he started askin mi to tell him the whole thing and offered his two cents worth too.:))
HAHAHAH
in the end all the msges i sent were all still 100% my own.
stupid clowns couldnt gid mi anithin useful.
but i still miss those relaxed studyin ambience pls.:))
those were really goood times.:))
miss em sooo bad...
miss bein able to score As witouts studyin...
sighz..
i dunno pls.
but i digress really badly.
its been a really weird hols..
i really miss alot of things..
juz wish i could turn time back n live my past life again n enjoy the joys i use to enjoy witout fear of exams...
on my birthday even as i was out having fun..everytime i came off a ride,i started tinkin bout the papers again.
n tad juz sucks the life outta you pls.
i want my A's to be over,
my NS to be enlisted next april.
tad's all i want.
sighz.