self absorbed in melodramaticism

you know..i've been doin alot of tinkin..
and i really hafta the applaud the power of one's mind pls..
you'll surprise yaself wit wad you can achieve wen you put ya mind to it..
haf ya ever found yaself not doin sumthin due to limitations you set on yaself?
ike you tell yaelf "you cant study" and you find yaself wringin ya hands in resignation cuz you feel you really cant pls.
but yet.
wen you put ya mind to it you find yaself strangly capable of bein to tough it out.
tad and the power of prayer pls.

or how bout tellin yaself "you're so this..so that..."
so much tad you find yaself believin it so much so..
i remeber stupid things i did last time..
tryin to decieve myself wit sumthin tad i wanted to be so real..
and i believed it..
i tot i really realy liked this gal so..
but yet wen i lost her,
it didnt really matter much to mi.
it kinda is amusing pls.
wad have you said you are lately?
too tired?
so sick of school?
too sick of life?
too much of this,too much of tad..?
you'll be surprised at how wrong you are if you're willin to take tad chance n change ya perceptions pls.
things you used to not even fathom yaself bein able to do mite suddenly fall rite witin ya arms.
no kddin.

victims of our own melodramaticism.
i really believe this to be a serious situation.
i cant even begin to count the no. of mistakes i've made cuz of my own self melodramaticism.
believin myself to be in my very own soap drama wit like the world as the audience and ya frens as fellow cast members..
den like you cast yaself as the stereotypical character akin to all soap dramas.
besetted on all sides by unfriendly forces,
den you're like e lonely one waitin for sumthin to happen.

wells.
news flash:
its not goin to happen.
unless you YOURSELf decide to make sumthin happen.
so yup.:))

message from your frenly neighbourhood fren who's been ther and done tad all before.
if stop makin yourself the star of a darma of your own makin.
wake up,
smell the roses,
grip reality n shake everythin loose from it so you can collect the change.
den you'll live a much hapier and better life.:))

on an entirely diff notes.
i was on a bus to suntec today.
and i went past raffles city.
and MAN.
the IOC pple were either meetin there or like stayin there.
but God,im proud of Singapore.
1stly,to be respected nuf to be able to host it.
and like yeahz.
its so awesome pls.
n one thing you gotta gif the gahmen la.
they really know have security la.
man.
goin along the one road,
i saw a total of like 10 uniformed police officers,
half of em operatin those crash preventor barriers.
the other half were millin anrd.
den besides them,
there were 4 ghurkas carryin stock mp5 and wearin their straw hats.
dam contrastin image.
like funny nice guys cuz of the hat,
imma kill you cuz of the gun.
den wen the bus went past the junction i saw the other side had the same thing.
but the ghurkas were standin in the middle of this patch plated greenery along the driveway which i tot was hilariously funny.:))
den i saw this guy at the side of the road wit like those flesh colored ear pieces tad you only see in movies.:))
dam cool.
and if movies are anythin to go by,
if you see one,
there's prob like 20 hidden ones.
so yup pls.:))
the gahmen may be many things,
but it sure as hell keeps this pkace secure pls.:)
thumbs up fer gahmen.
yay.

k
done my citizen's duty fer today.
nite all.
sista performance was totally awesome.
took loadsa pictures.
needta work on my skills wit a camera pls.
oh wells.