wonderin.again.

hmmm.
sumtimes in life you wonder if there's really sumthin worth doin.
i get really muddled so much of the time.
if God's given us the victory,
wad's left to prove.
if there's nuttin left to prove to the world,
i would juz throw away all my responsibilities n go do teachin of God's word full time.
i swear.
but den again,
can i be absolutely sure im not shrikin my responsibilities.
funny funny thoughts.
oh wellz.
one muz be responsible.
n all.
shrugs.
i applied fer jobs at indochine n harry's bar.
indo's 5.5 but can be raised to 6.5.
i dunno bout harry's.
they're requirin bartenders which i wanna learn howta become,
but yet i dun haf skill so its iffy.
shrugs.
shall go call em back tml n see if i really stand a chance.
lalalala.

if sumthin is as iffy as love is.
if the person's behavior confuddles you,
if you know inside tad she really seems to be the one fer you,
would you still wanna wait despite all the cold shoulders?
*ponders*
and yea.
its juz ponderin.
dun read too much into it.
i always get a whole lotta shat everytime i pnder here so i shall cma here.:)) yay.

niwae
daddy got a rokr e1.
its got a phone.
i took tis pic wit it.
its my xmas prezzie.