well.
the 4 days are gone.
lemme recount their passin.
everynite's been pretty awful.
wen sumthin's been goin on long fer so long(prob bout 1 mnth or more),
and it suddenly stops,
makes things kinda diff to live with.
hmmm.
the 1st nite was horrific,
i ended callin random pple.
yea.
pissed off a few of em too.
sigh.
hmm.
in the end,
talked to druggie till bout 4 i tink.
before i got so seh i HADTA sleep.

den next day,
went out wit druggie fer a drink,
went to suntec n basically chatted bout the same things we were talkin bout the nite before.
diff decisions we make in our lives,
the kinda probs we face,
and yea.
all tad kinda shat.
hmmm.
den saw grace.
interestinly nuf,
she works durin school.

wad else.
nuttin much.
druggie hadta leave early,
we walked arnd a while,
den left.
i came home,
slept.
at least tried too.
fitful sleep doesnt even begin to cover it.
oh wellz.
but exhaustion took me sooner.
prob drifted off at bout 3.

hmmm.
den woke up on sunday fulla anticipation fer soccer.
but the Lord had other plans and yea.
it got cancelled cuza rain.
in the end,
went to dota.
i swear i suck at tad stupid game.
but yea.
doesnt matter.
as of today,
y wow has come back to life.
lvled once toda.
n yhea.
once again.
ive got new hopes.
mumy says com mite be in on sat.
:)))))))))
kekekeke
goot shat.
if its in,
den yea.
i can stop worry bout lanshop costs n play decent wow.:))

den yea.
today was easier.
i went fer driving in the morn,
went ll wit fysh to wow n other stupid games,
den went wit him n druggie to pjc fer the campfire.
couldnt find any half decent lookin chicks.
thus another dismal turnout fer this yr's crop of j1 which is nuttin new niwae.
teh looks department since the yr before mine started droppin.
*shrugs*
nuttin new i guess.

den walked out wit fysh to eat,
den yup.
she came back.
and thus passed 4 days witout event.

and btw.
:))
i go out onto the main road on weds prob.
so drivers,
BE ON YA GUARD.
im dam scared of stallin in tad situation.
i swear i'll juz cry.
:(
but niwae,
the instructor tells mi im doin really fine so yup.
shall take heart.
no more stallin today.
the car was co operative.:))

niwaez.
today lesson was an overachiever's lesson.
i tink i did 2 lessons worth of subjects in today's lesson la.
:)) so yup.

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tis was all i could recover.
i like typed a dam long one bt yea..
forget it.
im not gonna type it all over again.
grrr.