ponderations.

self-remonstrations.
the bittersweet taste of decisions in ya life.
are there decisions you made tad made you happier n whole fer em but yet those decisions are not witout their own fallacies.
highly amusing.
and thee decisions if you ever had to make em again.
you'll still make em the same way n embrace everythin again.
i dunno if its a sign o immaturity,
o be a sign of it inverse tad i actually reflect on my decisions.
shrugs.
maybe it juz be in matters o the heart.
i havent the faintest clue or the want to go tink it thru.
my being's exhuasted.
i slept at bout 2 plus last nite.
she's back at last.
:))
thanks to all tad kept me company.
fysh,druggie,les,jeremy n gang.
either knowingly or unknowingly.
thanks.

hmmm.
yes.
where was i.
i was half ina catonic state at nite wen a bloody truck *RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*
passed by house.
and bein the lite sleeper tad i am,
i woke up.
snorted,
tried to roll back to sleep but to no avail.
yes.
imma lite sleeper.
:(
plus it takes me dam long to get to bed lest im like totally halfway down the pipe tad kind.
so niwae,
accordin to history,
prob dozed back to sleep by about 6 plus..
den yea.
woke at 725.
to go.....FISHIN
UH!
good stuff.
i swear its dam fun if you catch.
if not its butt boring.
kekek.
well.
we didnt,
but i nearly did.
too rusty alr la.
been too long since i last casted a line.
but it was enjoyable,
the weather was awesome.
breezy,
cold.
sweet weather to be in a bed.
but yup.
enjoyed the time wit my parents.

aft,
we went to tampineeeeeeeeeess mall.
wewent to do my phone stuff at starhub store,
which took dam long fer sum unearthly reason.
basically.
to get my phone,
we dallied there almuz 2 hours.
go figure bout the svc.
juz to pay took twenty mins.
highyl annoyin.
den we went to this dim sum place.
man.
i swear their xiao long bao can put crytal jade outta business.
no shat.
its tad good.
like you use POINTED CHOPSTICKS mind you,
pick it up close to the top,
lift it off the cloth layer,
jiggle it,
the skin doesnt break cuza te weight of the soup/gravy inside.
and wen you put it in ya mouth it kinda doesnt feel like anithin.
GOOD SHAT.
:))
bout 9 bucks fer 10 i tink.


yup.
den came home.
exhausted,
spent,
but happy.
sated in the sense of family love,
but still yearnin fer more.
im greedy.
wad can i say.
and therein lies the source of my self remonstrations.

oh wellz.
lalalalal.
i shall go take dinner now.
tata alls.

o yea.
fer those interested.
i got a blue razr.
yup.
blue.
wad else.
:))
i try not to fit in.*grinz*