unique conversations.

yest was a study in contradictions.

2 meals with very singularly different pple.

i had lunch with someone i only met slightly more then a year ago..
and we talked about things.
and her words..
well..it really touched me..
as well as nearly cracked this new shell im erecting around myself.
when i started, i had all these in mind already.
as in final point objectives..
but to hear her say it..
so frankly and without the slightest bit of discomfort and knowing that acceptance had already been won and to them i was considered a member of the family..
well..
it really touched me i guess..
i didnt expect to have succeeded to this extent..
but im pleased i guess.
that she trusted me enough.. for a lot..
even to the point of having plans for us.
hahaha.
/chuckle.
amazing stuff.
=)

its always nice to have pple believe in you.
even better when you mentally know its someone important in the general scheme of things,
and that with this kinda support..you sumtimes feel you can fly.=)

supper was with zy.
as usual..it was kinda like back to ns days..

"eh cb.tah ping ai mai"

"dun wan la.busy.studying."

"okie bai"

5 mins later as i get into the car....

"eh where you now"

"about to drive home lo.wai"

"eh lai lai teh ping"

"k call you wen im nearing your place"

props to him for really pursuing his music dreams.
at least he's pushing in like mad.=)
and we just chatted i guess.

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okie im gonna stop here.

i just saw something tad just made me emo like fuck.

ive been watching that space for a really long time.
hoping and hoping.
tad it wouldnt change for at least a while more.

yea tad did pierce the shell.