killing me softly with tis song.

juz gonna post a coupla pics,
den go take a shower,
juz came back from a 5k run.
dun ask me why.bored so decided to sweat.
den come back and see if inspiration hits me for wad i wanna do.:)

this pics are from fireworkz nitez.:)























































note to self:take more photos with dudley its a lil lackin./frown.

okie.
shower time.
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okie.
not really sure how this will turn out,
but i feel like a mel rhyme.
so here we go.


in life we try and try so hard,
only at the end to have to part,
we chase for fortune,assets and love,
but all we need is grace from above.

we search and search and hope to find,
sumthin at the end to truly name thine's,
only to find ownerships's a concept all in the mind,
you can only lose wad you chose to name thine's.

you only truly treasure wad you've lost,
its only then you realise the cost,
not only the cost of lettin go,
but the cost of losin sumthin tad's a part o your soul.

juz when you tink you've figured it out it your mind,
then you realise everythin rests on a dime,
a toss in the air it all turns arnd,
when it lands,all you hold dear mite be shattered on the ground.

concepts and ideals that you hold dear,
rejection and insecurities tad you fear,
like swimming underwater it only comes clear,
wen your head breaks the murky waters tad hold you down.

everyone's sellin their concept to buy,
sum of em not even knowin their's a lie,
their sales pitch just doesnt fly,
you see right thru it and pass em by.

you try so hard to make yours work,
hopin and prayin tad it aint crook,
knowin tad if it shatters rolls over and croaks,
you'll be like a homeless man witout even a shirt.

wen you wonder how much it takes,
you also wonder if yours will take the cake,
if it falls wad would you do,
wen you're feelin all shitty and like a foo.

den you realise again that life trods on,
no care and concern for the fallen ones,
you either pick yourself and ride the flow,
or get left behind and alone in the cold.

life goes on despite it all,
it cares not who rises and falls,
its the cycle of the world as the rolls around,
you move quick enuf or get grinded into the ground.

so wad do you now, wen you see the truth,
wen you've had all you nid of the livin proof,
you tell yourself to move your ass,
get up head to the room and get dressed,

spiffiest suit and accessories to go,
ipod on,you gettin in da flo,
head on out and began the show,

its your life,you're the star of your show.










done.
tata.
okie.5 mins left before i head back to camp.
time to end of msn convos.
nite.:D