underestimation

am i one tad's really really easy to underestimate?
i dunno is it cuz im always never serious,
whether i always dun seem to gif two flyin shats,
whether its juz the way i look,
the way i am.
but i find tad i always get underestimated.
even by the pple who SHOULD know better.

i dunno it be whether my abilities be in question,
or my perseverence tad be in question.
but one thing tad is true is tad wadever i put my effort in,
it will not be for nought.
i believe all tad i've achieved so far has proven tad at least.
i mite not demand excellence in much.
but you pple will see the difference in the ones i really think matter to me n the ones i dun think matter.

its highly disappointin.
do i really look tad inept?
i honestly dun tink so.
its an insult to me i swear.
like a cold water splashed into my face to sumtimes hafta deal with the shat tad by all rights,
shouldnt exist.
you pple who profess to haf adequate knowledge to call yaself my close frens should know better.
i mite knowinly make mistakes sumtimes.
i dun profess to be perfect.
i haf my wilful desires too.
but they are by no account a measure fer me to be taken into account by.
if you havent made your own identical mistakes in areas you believe to be less important in your life den congrats.i believe you belong to the elite world wit population:1 which is youself.
if i grated you amongst the hot coals tad you drag me thru,
will you pass your own tests?
if not,
do not claim a right to come n even underestimate me by my failins.
its not only appallin to my nature,
but outright hypocritical too.
and trust me.
i will despise you.
im not my beloved Jesus.
and i beg His forgiveness fer being harsh but i WILL despise you irregardless of myself not wantin to.
i will snipe at you like a hound in heat n claw off visceral chunks of your proverbial flesh n feed you to the rats fer only those lowly creatures deserve you.
i repeat again to those who would cross me,underestimate me or do anithin tad doesnt respect me as a human bein with faults.
I CAN AND WILL RIP YOU TO SHREDS.
DO NOT DOUBT THE INTELLECT AND SCHEMIN BRAIN BEHIND TIS FAT AND BOUNCY FACADE.
IF I DARE TO MAKE THIS CLAIM.
I WILL FOLLOW IT THRU.
IT MITE NOT BE A PUBLIC MUALIN AND DISGRACE.
BUT I PROMISE YOU ACROSS MY DEAD BODY I'LL HURT YOU AT THE VERY LEAST.
SUMHOW.
YOU BET YOU LIFE ON IT N I'LL STAKE MY MANHOOD ON FOLLWIN THESE WORDS THRU TOO.

you havent a clue who you're messin with.
and trust me,
you dun wanna find out.


i have come to the end of my angsty blog entry.
i shall not go rip pple to shreds in gb.
yes.
i know its an old game.
but wad the heck.
its cheap amusement.
:@

p.s:dun state the bloody obvious to me?
it bloody pisses the shat outta me.
esp wen you dun grasp the concept.

p.p.s:EVERYONE GO WATCH "THE HILLS HAF EYES"
HORROR MOVIE OF THE YEAR.
I SWEAR.
EVEN I WAS SHAKIN LA.
N ITS NOT THE COLD TRUST ME.