silent killers.

there are things in life tad kill silently.
here are some of them.

1) special ops troops. i.e SEALs or SAS.
2)airborne pathogens. Ebola, cyanide...
3)you and me.

i tink at times in our lives we get so self absorbed in who we are, wad we're doing, tad we sometimes we really see our lives as sum sorta big drama serial and we star in it.
and we tend to do things tad we see in the drama serials.
we exaggerate.
we make our plight to be so much worse den it actually is,
waitin fer tad "person" who'll come and make things alright.
and wen he/she doesnt,
we feel really lousy n pissed n all.
im guilty of tad as well but tad isnt the point of my entry.

alot of things have been happening recently,
and i juz hafta speak a little about it.
be it guys from the army,
pple i msg,pple i see,pple i talk to in person or anything else.

the subject is misrepresentation.
i tink many times in life we find ourselves desiring sumthin so much tad we are willin to be anithin juz to get it.
and anithin really means ANITHIN.
dying by dehydration and being asked to do anithin fer a drop of water kinda ANItHIN.
i find it really unfair.
in army,
it is the case of command school.
so many guys say they dun wanna go,but in the end, 98% put yes to it and all tad kinda stuff.
and thruout the whole BMT they act like they're everyone's fav bro.
and the next thing you know they go n talk to the commanders n suck up suddenly.

i dunno.
to me,
i feel tad wen you deal with pple.
it is really REALLY impt to represent yourself as wo you really are,
your wishes n desires.
everythin.
clearly.
cuz this is wad everyone will hold you by.
dun juz say sumthin to get sumplace,get sumthin tad you want.
it leaves the other parties feeling really cheated n let down in the end.
and aft that.
irregardless of wadever you mite do to make it up,
things will never be the same again.
we're all human n victims of the tainted eyes syndrome.
dun not for one second believe tad you can get away wit it.
actually tyou might.
so long as you never come into contact with those parties again.
but yea.
things within tad band will never be the same once the true you comes out n it is diff from the one tad you initially represented yourself as.
the parties will feel betrayed.
cheated even.
trust me.
im not alone in this.
n i beseech everyone.
pls represent yourself properly.
lest you hurt sumbody.


heh.
i've gone such a long way to say wad i wanna say.
sheesh.
i wonder if 6 yrs down the road wen i read this entry i can remember wad's the actualy cryptic msg tad lies within.
if not like very outta point.
type n find way to swerve all around to avoid offendin pple den ownself cant rem wad's it about.
AHAHAAH