idealism and dreams.

shall juz recount 2 few lines tad got me pondering this past week.

"....no business in thinking this certain way now.."

"....matter of forcing yourself to be happy?"

to be honest.
i am not ignorant of my inherent flaws in character.

but is it tad wrong to have dreams?
honestly i dun see a difference between dreams and goals.
the only way you get to live your dreams is if you work hard enough to achieve them.
and if you hafta achieve them, than dream = goals aint it.

idealism.
yea i am extremely idealistic.
i believe tad a simplistic system,structure should exist, but whilst idealistic, im not delusional to the point where i am ignorant of my situation and what needs to be done.
but that doesnt stop me from hoping.

in this case,
since situations all arise from differences in human nature,
we all hope.

and hope in silence.

hoping that something would happen.

eventually something has to give.

its a brutal world i guess.

/shrugs.
dun really know wad im talkin actually.

juz wanted to put those 2 lines up cuz i thought they were quite thought provoking.

hope it incites the same shit in you.

im gonna sleep.


on a sidenote,

karaoke is the best way for ANYONE to learn chinese.



anyone wants to see a video of FYSH SINGIN KARAOKE ??????