sumtimes.

from an old post.

this line juz pops out rite at me now.

"you cant lose,what you dun alr have"

i really dunno what to think,
and tbh,
im startin to think tad ive been doing alotta wishful thinkin.
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on a happy note,

GRATS DUDLEY BABY!!!!!!!
heh it took long nuf.
i suspected it the day we met....
but as you vehemently declare "I DIDNT LIKE HER THEN YET"
i shall furiously nod my head and say "I BELIEVE YOU"
LOLOLOLOLOL
took long nuf pls.
=)
its been like wad?
6-7 weeks rite?

and on a slightly more unhappy note.

im feelin a lotta frustration rite now.

work is being a bitch.
try coming to work every mornin in tad same shithole,
doin things you DUN wanna be doing.
AND having to do it well.
thats responsibility.
not gettin appreciated for it?
tads called SAF.
gettin SCREWED LEFT RITE CENTER BACK FRONT aft the shit is done and handed up for not cc-ing 1 idiot?
tads called f-ed up.
and im gettin way to close to ORD to wanna hafta put up with this shit.

IPPT's being a bitch.
every single dam week.
1 meal a day isnt workin the wonders its supposed to.
im tink imma start skippin mails on an laternate day basis.
/angst.

i juz think of my workload and i get dam turned off.
and when i get a chance to break,
i get shit from home.

and then a phase from all things,
a bloody comedy comes to mind.
"home is where you make it"

so wad am i supposed to do now.
i cant come to relax cuz i get shit loaded at me
i cant stay in unit cuz arrows come flyin my way.
wth should i do.
stay in the goddamn lan shop so i can do WHAT i wanna do,WHEN i wanna do it in peace.

shit man.
taking OFF juz to get sum personal time and i still get shit.

/asdadasdasdasd

angst.

okie im juz plain ranting.

excuse me pls.
but this is my blog.
if you dun like it,

/point
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