merry christmas to one n all.

this christmas.
lets juz all take one second,
roll ya head back,
stretch ya neck.
n join me ina lil thanksgiving.
this is my list.
if ya feel me,
juz say "amen", "yea man", "uh huh,tad's my thanks as well"

firstly.
lets thank God fer sendin his Son fer us.
witout whom we would not exist on this torrid plane of existence manifested wit temptation,pressure,deceit,hate,every negative vibe tad exists.
if he didnt come,
we would be the ashes tad we came from.
thank Him fer our existence.
im pretty sure tad despite it bein sad at times,
we did haf moments we enjoyed.

secondly,
lets thank Jesus Christ fer dyin fer us n givin us multiple shots at life.
(at tis point in time,i would juz liketa say tad everythin would be thankin
God cuz basically He be the power tad be.so yup.
you can thank wadever gods you believe in.but i'll recommend mine.:) )
witout his grace n mercy,
you really tink you would've got away wit the rubbish you did tis yr?
all the jaywalkin,lookin at answers,
slackin,lyin to frens,parents,family,lovers,
you better thank Him fer lettin ya vague shades of lies pass thru.
if you dun feel like it,
tink of the shat you'll be in if it all came to light.
im pretty sure it'll change ya mind n heart ina hurry.

Thank Him fer His blood tad washed away our sins.
if not,
n if santa really existed,
it'll be a really really easy life fer him.
can you imagine.
the whole santa hood chillin all yr long.(punpun.get it?chillin in the north pole,
okie,i shall shut up.:) )
all the elves'll have nuttin t do all yr long n juz kick back their heels n relax.
if you actually got a present fer xmas,
you better thank Him rite the hell now lest you get coal in ya stockin next yr.

thank God fer family.
the never diminishin source of as pure as one can get to agape love in this tragic world.
the ones who become wad i term the "silent supporters" as i am to a select few.
who despite the distance,
the lack of talk time,
you know these pple'll will always be there to watch ya back.
thank God fer ya family.
den go Thank Ya Family.
please.
be human n speak wit ya heart.
thank em.

to those like me who made it past the As tis yr.
thank the Lord fer seein us thru tad awful time.
fer deliverin us from late nites of last min study n bringin us about face once it ended.
all the A level grads pls say an amen.
ya pple know how bad it felt.
i neednt say more.

to those who found love,lost love,retained love,n got heartbroken,
thank the Lord of memories n lessons you'll remember all of ya life,
the mistakes ya made,
the mistakes you found yaself absolved all guilt of,
the bitter aftertaste tad left a heartache within you.
raise a hand of salute to yor memories n experiences.
and thank the One above who made em all appear in ya life.

thank the Lord for frens.
the clowns you hang out wit,
in school,at work,at play,the pple tad brighten up ya life wit their stupid jokes,
really horrible lame ones,
the ones tad sumtime do sweet lil things tad you know they hadta make an effort to make you haf tad one smile.
the ones tad also are there to take ya bullshat n angsty rants(if you're anithin like me tad is),
the ones who are there to support you as far as they're willin to.
thanks fysh,alv,crys,wicker,dud,aaron,tim,joey,lester,sarah,qi,maise,
g,jam,druggie,swong,daryl,john,hafiz,nerdy,deb,fauzie,adi,
khai,shunting,rovin,keat,maine,wen,
serene(the one i learnt to be a silent supporter from,i still remember
our 1st conversation.:) the time i came clean n ya did too.:) ),van,
all of you,as well as those i sumhow cant recall rite now cuza the glare of te stupid com,
from the ones tad brought me joy thru hockey,thru soccer,thru wow,thru movies,thru smiles,thru ministry,thru being a real bro or a real sista,
to everyone of you's who's made my life this yr sumthin tad i can look back n smile at,
thanks.:))
here's a hug fer alla ya'll. *hugs*

lastly,
since im runnin outta ideas cuz the above are all broad strokes,
and they encompass basically everythin dependin on how one interprets it,
i HAFTA make sure you pple get the last one.
thus imma bold it.

thank God fer yaself.
i cannot even begin to express the love tad one should haf fer oneself but yet i
see alot of my closest pple not having within em.
love yaself pple.
from there,
the respect,
the poise,
everythin tad you wan to project to the world will naturally stymmie forth.
love thyself n the world will become ya apple.
if ya have God on ya side n if it be His will tad it becomes ya apple.
it will be.
love yaself.
stop doin things tad break ya apart inside,
stop wastin ya life,
stop wit the facades n be honest wit how you really feel,
stop all the backslidin n behave ina manner tad befits ya faith,
prioritise,
make the things tad benefit you line up 1st,
make it a priority to return the love of those tad love you.
make sure you dun lose the things you treasure by makin em feel cherished,
stop botherin bout the way the world tinks fer juz tis instant,
and juz love yaself.
make it a new year's resolution.
do sumthin you know will benefit you.
as in deep within n not the image tad you project to the world.
yes pls.

thank God fer yaself,n love yaself.


tad concludes my thanksgivin.
i hope ya at least agreed to at least 2 of em.
lest i tink you're really one hella an ungrateful pig n ya should go back up n
re read everythin again.
:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:

and agree to at least 2 you lil ingrate.
GRRRRR.

niwaez.
HEY ALL WHO WISHED ME MERRY XMAS!!!!
HAPPY HAPPY MERRY MERRIST CHRISTMASS TO YA'LLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!
sorry if i didnt reply,
my sms's limit was learnin juz how high the sky goes till it hits the roof so i was tryin to
bring it back down to earth.

im officially outta work.
i really need more students.
n i need my m1 contact to come thru.
anione know any part time job tad goes fer $7 n more per hour tad hires 2??
hopefully not formal attire pls.
but best of all.
pls get me students.
i wanna teach!!!!!
:):))
i know i can do it.
hahahaha.
:))

roxor.
i've got bittersweet emotions left within.
wonder if words'll make emselves clear.
but yet.
i dun wanna focus on the bitter yet.
it'll come in its time.
meanwhile.
lets let me savour the sweetness or wad's left of it.
:))
nites all.
see ya'll soon.