things change.so do pple.

hmmm.
was talkin to an old fren recently.
and its really funny how time changes a person so uch.
esp those you've been away from for so long.
all your percieved connotations about this pple you tot you knew like the back of your hand suddenly change.
and suddenly the person's like so different.
look at the old maris crowd.
my nigga bro be quite a frequent clubber now.
n tad's sumthin i would've never expected of him.
but things be good.
we still can clcik really well.
heh.
hopin we'l be bunk mates in ns.
i really am.
miss chilling out wit him.
ad the rest.
tim,dudley,giant,kev li,kev kwok,ken yeo.
sighz.
they all seem like such a distant passin now.
sigh.

i dunno why.
but i really haf a bad impression of clubbers.
as in the really frequent ones.
like those if dun club or go to a party at least fortnightl will die tad kind.
i guess its sumthin to do with my upbringin la.
i really cant stand the thought of pple under the influence of alcohols and losin control of emselves.
i love clubbin as much as the next person.
prob more den the next person cuz i dun get many chances to go club.
but i really cant stand clubbers tad go one night,
blow a coupla hundred bucks in an effort to get high.
and aft tad wake up findin tad dey did sumthim stupid last nite.
i often ask gals who go club tis question "do you remember wad you did last nite?or is it all a blur?"
and more often den not,
the gal replies"no lehz..not really"
its no surprise considerin the amount of pure you've indulged in at the expense of guys.
and guys always go there wit fat wallets n come back wit wallets tad look like they've been passed thru the slim ten pill treatment wit the side effects still active.
i dun see the thrill in uyin 8-15 bucks shots wen you can buy a bottle of pure fer a bout 60-120 bucks,mix it to even more concentrated den you get in the club,
get yourself truly high instead of those half assed drinks tad you buy in an effort n cant even make it cuz its so diluted PLUS you "GOTTA" buy drinks fer your female frens.
shrugs
ask mi why i dun like goin to clubs with gals.
i really go to clubs to dance.
i dun buy more den a coupla of drinks.
n by coupla i mean i can count the no on my finger.
i dun see the point in losin so much of your conscious mind tad you cant even remember wad happened the nite before.
if you're gonna spend sum major dough,
you mite as well make sure you remember wad happened rite?
like if you see this fine gal n you dance wit her,
you're gonna wanna remember how she looked like n the way she danced insteada this blank spot and the knowledge tad "HEY.i danced wit a hot chick last nite" only.
sheesh.
ok.
im done.
pple change.
time really has this forgone effect.
im done.