FINALLY.an update

before i start,
song of the moment.:P

SUGARCULT's MEMORY

This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back,
back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.

Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappeared.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?


no meanin whatsoever,
but go downld the acoustic version.
1 x (y)


heh.
life been good as of late.
im now the overworked n underpaid ops spec in 3da.
life is stressful cuz i work under e 3rd muz impt dude n he's got a megalomaniac complex tad is quite freaky on his underlings.
so we work under constant fear each day.
we get really short lunch breaks cuz we're understaffed.
so lunch is insteada 1.5 hrs is like .5 hrs instead.
which sucks big blue thumbs pls.

otherwise.
im gettin better at wow.
i've rolled a 2nd char so yea.:P
levellin it up alot fast den my 1st 2.
beyond that.
nothing much.

im no longer wit qi.
so you pple can stop askin me whether im still wit her wenever you see her wit other guys.
i appreciate the gesture tho.:))
makes me know im loved.:))

druggie's finally back in singapore.
slept at 11 last nite,
woke up at 430 to shower n get ready,
den went to the mrt to catch the 1st train down cuz her flight was supposed to land at 630.
looked at the 1st train timin the timign to get the airport,
realised there's no way in the cold blue hell i was gonna reach there in time,
got off the platform,cabbed there wit ruddy midnight surcharge still on(yes it was dam bloody early),
den went to the airport to walk anrd n wait.:))
finally saw her.:)) gave my regards n headed to fysh's to chill out before headin home.

i realise in life change is inevitable.
n i dunno why i resist it so.
even wen its for the better,
its for my own personal good,
i resist change.
n while the world moves on,
i get left behind n have only myself to blame.
this cant go on.
i wanna be able to achieve better things.
n the state i am now will not have tad kinda results.
simply stated.
either i change or condemn myself.

all in all.
life's been good.
my 2 closer female frens in pj who went overseas are back so there's a lil more cheer in me.
my sista aint comin back.:(
im not exactly enthralled wit my job but as with the sayin i've learnt,
"when shit comes,it comes in hugeass lumps"
so yea.
not exactly awe inspirin words,
but defintely very VERY true.
it never comes in lil bits tad you can handle.